i convinced myself to go to a house party last night even though i was scared to go - "go to a party where i didn't know almost ANYONE!!?? U NUTS???" but seeing now that i'm single *sob sob* and i need things to do and ppl to meet, what the heck eh? so i bravely plunged in.
just as i thought, it was mostly strangers and only a few that i've met before. my social anxiety kicked it of course, sweated quite a bit... grrrrooossss lol but yeah, i do get nervous and don't know what to do with myself when everyone else seemed to be talking to everyone else and i was the outsider. but i tried my best to relax and just interact with ppl and i had a better time than i thought i could ^_^ still need to work on my social skills though hehehe
i even met a few nice ppl and we ended up clubbing together after the party. i'm hoping i made new friends :)
last night was just the fun and loosening up that i needed.
that's me
- justin
- about me about me... born in hk, been living in canada for 13yrs. i find it funny that i speak both cantonese, my first language, and english, my second language, with an accent. i also speak a little mandarian, but apparently i sound like a child when i do.... i've been in college/university for a bit. got my BA in PSYC. but before i go back to school again i'm just a freelance painter :) very open-minded and live just as open-mindedly. i used to be shy, but nowadays.. well, i'm not young enough to be cute with being shy anymore lol but seriously, talking to ppl is way more fun than just observing other ppl do it :) so these r some of the stuff about me, if u read my blog every now and then, u'll find out more :)
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