encouragement needed

on my 27th birthday (2 weeks ago), i made a decision -- gain 10lbs before the next new yrs eve. which means i have to do alot of gym and eat alot. which i can do and have been doing (and i've gotten some results -- as good of results as 2 weeks can give ya).

BUT I'M SO TIRED TODAY!!!!!!!

i'm totally and completely whining. but i have an excuse -- *drum music* wait for it, wait for it -- i couldn't fell aspleep. i was too stupid and careless and had 4 cups of green tea around 11pm (we were having sushi).

lack of sleep lack of sleep lack of sleep

today is abs/waist day.... i really should go......

god! am i still writing this???

ok, to encourage myself.... here's a pic of some guy doing what i should go to do lol