i saw him on msn just now. i messaged him. and it felt like a cold conversation. it's like both of us r trying to use a very neutral tone and choice of words to talk to each other. made me feel sad...
i wanted to talk to him more but i didn't know how or what to say. and what if he didn't want to talk to me in the first place? but i so wanna know what he's thinking and feeling...
it doesn't hurt as bad now.. but there's a hallow feeling inside of me... and i miss him
that's me
- justin
- about me about me... born in hk, been living in canada for 13yrs. i find it funny that i speak both cantonese, my first language, and english, my second language, with an accent. i also speak a little mandarian, but apparently i sound like a child when i do.... i've been in college/university for a bit. got my BA in PSYC. but before i go back to school again i'm just a freelance painter :) very open-minded and live just as open-mindedly. i used to be shy, but nowadays.. well, i'm not young enough to be cute with being shy anymore lol but seriously, talking to ppl is way more fun than just observing other ppl do it :) so these r some of the stuff about me, if u read my blog every now and then, u'll find out more :)
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