ever since i gained my 5lbs, i've been very eager to gain another 10lbs. just thinking about the fact that i'm no longer boarder lining 130, 131lbs but around 135, 136lbs makes me so happy ^_^
Onward! Gain Another 10lbs!!
which means back to the gym religiously 4-5 times a week (i went and forced myself through my routines even though i was still a bit sick yesterday). and eating religiously as well (errr my stomach....)
just as i've been feeling good about my progress, something strange has been happening at the gym lately.... for whatever reason, there's a lot more hot guys walking around. they r for sure nice to look at and to motivate me to gain my 10lbs..... but...... i feel so small around them :( at the same time i can't help but to look at them (and drool....) can't control my eyes and then my new found self-esteem plungers again....
errrrrrrrrr
p.s. there's this new guy at the gym who looks like McSteamy from the show
p.s.s. and i swear i saw a McDreamy look alike last week
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