last night was overwhelming and i'm still trying to process it all in my head. so this post might sound broken or weird or something, but pls bear with me :)
i never thought of myself as attractive or hot; usually i think i'm unattractive or... ugly. i do have certain days when i think i look good, but it has more to do with what i was wearing or just how i was feeling at the moment. i just think that i'm not good enough.
lately, there seems to be ppl who want to prove me wrong. last night, there were quite a few of them. they were all nice and attractive good looking ppl who were giving me lots of attention. i'm not used to it all -- the attention, the flirting, the.... (etc etc lol) it was so overwhelming for me that i just wanted to be alone so i went off sitting by myself hidding from ppl lol
ugly duckling?
that's me
- justin
- about me about me... born in hk, been living in canada for 13yrs. i find it funny that i speak both cantonese, my first language, and english, my second language, with an accent. i also speak a little mandarian, but apparently i sound like a child when i do.... i've been in college/university for a bit. got my BA in PSYC. but before i go back to school again i'm just a freelance painter :) very open-minded and live just as open-mindedly. i used to be shy, but nowadays.. well, i'm not young enough to be cute with being shy anymore lol but seriously, talking to ppl is way more fun than just observing other ppl do it :) so these r some of the stuff about me, if u read my blog every now and then, u'll find out more :)
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照片很帅很帅哦~~
to tony_chou:
thank you :)
ha! it's usually the ones who think they're "hot" or "cute" that's oblivious to how un-hot or how un-cute they really are lah!
dp
to dp:
then shouldn't i keep thinking i'm not hot or cute? lol
對ah, lah ah 側田, lah! ;)
側田??
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