saturday night

well, saturday afternoon was a complete dread!!!! i spent it completely alone at home bored out of my mind!!!!

and when it finally came night time to go out with ppl i made plans with , miscommunication and waiting even more got everyone worked up and somehow the plans fell through..... :(

but i've never stayed home on a saturday night (that's when i'm single and so have no one to cuddle with at home), so i just called up some party friends and went out -- let's get a little bit tipsy then!

and then the interesting things started to happen... i wonder just how much of it i can write without those two calling me and using alot of f-you lol

let's just say.... if i feel that someone has taken me for granted (when i was there the person never cared or not enough) and now that i've left the person's life and s/he wants companion from me only because s/he that particular night felt vulnerable or lonely (but never otherwise called to hang out), then don't expect much from me.

and don't come knocking on my door now that i wrote the paragraph above! i have my own life and ppl to hang out with when i'm out, don't just expect me to drop everything and hang out tight just because u were hurting or ur friends weren't there yet.


hmm... too much?